Monday, June 14, 2010
Chapter 22:
at 22:02
Ronan Keating!
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
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This is really another angle of view which I've never consider.
But, ya know, you can't live everyday thinking that you're gonna die the next.
Maybe that's why I've never said "I love you" verbally to my family, and only in a joking tone with my friends.
& none at all to anybody else.
If tomorrow never comes, will I regret?
I might, but I'm still not saying it now.
:/
How open can you get with your love?
If I ever start my family, I want it to be a loving one.
One not scared to profess their love for each other.
When life gets hard, sometimes it's simple words that matter.
Yeapps, and I'll end each day with no quarrels, with a kiss each night.
Is it possible?
I'll tell you in 10 years time (I'm still 27+, too early to have a proper family?)
Make that 15 then.
But, again, what if the tomorrow that never comes, occur before 15 years?
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Sometimes we have such ideals that we don't even know whether we can fulfill them.
We make plans, but do we get to them?
I once said I wanted to have kids in ratio of 1 biological : 1 adopted.
And I wanted 4, so 2 biological and 2 adopted.
Will it happen?
It's hard aye?
And it does depends on the husband, if there's one. :p
& the financial circumstances.
And maybe I can't even have biological ones?
Goodness.
Plans.
Ideals.
Will they ever happen?
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End of digression.
So question is, will YOU regret when tomorrow never comes?
& I love you, the person reading this.
Because for you to discover this haven of mine, means I feel secure enough to let on to you.
& it simply means, you're a big puzzle piece in my life.
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Finally RAN today! With G. (: Newer Posts
