Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Chapter 32:
at 13:24
Hey, I thought I said that I was supposed to go on a hiatus?
But, ya know, it's kind of a habit already.
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Okay, G, QiTian & me will be going to donate blood after blocks!
But I think it's gonna be a more troublesome affair for me 'cause I still need parents' consent & now I don't even have the form yet.
Hahaha, was trying to find bloodmobiles in the West side, and I realised QiTian stays in the East.
LOL.
Anyway, I just think that we're very funny.
Compared to people staying in other countries, to be able to travel from the east to the west in a mere hour is a cool thing aye?
But we grumble.
HAHAHAHAHA.
This is just another thing we take for granted.
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That day after accompanying Pat to wait for bus, I've this random thought.
Ya know, I always had this habit of either walking the friend home first (specifically OngTingYan) before returning home, or at least wait for their bus before boarding mine/going home, even if mine does come first.
Then, when I entered HwaChong, I lost that habit (slightly), thought I still deliberately not board certain buses (like 171, or 170) to go home with Rachel (67) and YiJia (961).
It sucks when everybody is not living near each other hur.
):
But, it also comes to another thing.
It's really how you prioritise people aye?
It's true that I will still choose to go home with Rachel despite say another random friend was with us and can take the 3 other buses.
I'll still miss the bus and go home with her.
But eh, I realised, I'm starting to forgo such habit for my own time.
SOMETIMES LA.
'cause bus journeys is always so long, and some always think that such habit are a waste of time.
But I do find joy in doing such things leh.
SO I MUST CONTINUE TO DO SUCH THINGS K?
Yet sometimes there's internal dilemma, cause I do have this habit of reading on buses.
So it's like, you can save time by taking the first bus, and have your own time on the entire bus journey!
(YOU KNOW, TOHJIALE'S SELFISH THOUGHTS, ETC.)
Do we, or specifically me, grow up to become more selfish?
I hope not, but I think so.
Ugh.
& sometimes, people you always do such things for, also take it for granted ley.
NO MEH.
But, again, you can't expect them to kowtow every time what, so dumb.
AIYA, I'm just thinking in circles, as usual.
:/
The only thing for sure is, when I had to make a choice, and I chose to stay, it just means the heart treasures that idiot who make me waste my time willingly la.
HAHAHA.
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& I think when we're young we had stupid aspirations, like the boyfriend must be gentlemanly enough to send you home.
Damn, so dumb.
Just part and say goodbye.
(I think I'm getting less romantic, ah, sigh.)
But really, it's quite ridiculously stupid!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
So conclusion is: YOU DO SAVE A LOT MORE TIME BY BEING ON YOUR OWN AND BECOMING A LONER.
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