Thursday, July 15, 2010
Chapter 58:
at 09:57
I was just thinking, that all my posts talks about my life in the 2nd person perspective.
(Even those from super long ago blogs, I HAVE 6 blogs INCLUDING THIS ONE, CRAZY OR WHAT; but only this particular one is active! I just can't delete them away, one had 372 posts!)
But yes, point is (me & my digressing skills again.) I was just thinking whether I expressed myself this way to isolate the problems away from me?
i.e. I would write something along the line, "Don't you feel..."
But in actually fact it's me feeling that way but wouldn't admit, or trying not to admit.
& I just reflected: Is this my way of (i) escaping from the problems or (ii) making an attempt to synthesis & digesting them by taking a step back?
Have not yet came to a conclusion; why not you tell me?
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It's Johnathon's 18!
He was very thick-skinned & requested for me to wish him the day before.
& we planned to watch Despicable Me.
But ah well, felt quite bad we didn't prepare a cake so here it is:
I seriously don't know which retard's idea this was, but I suspect it's me.
IT'S ALWAYS ME! LOL!
IT'S ALWAYS ME! LOL!
Him looking at his bao with a weird expression. Ah well, I guess anyone would be skeptical when the birthday cake is a bao.
& yes, was very tired yesterday that I was afraid I would sleep in the movie!
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I seriously think I need to repay off my sleep debts, 'cause I keep sleeping >12 hours but I'll still be able to sleep more.
I wonder when did I started to accumulate them.
& I missed my stop 'cause I overslept on the way home!
I thought such things only happened when I had trainings.
Apparently I'm just a pig, luckily it was just a stop, Phew!
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& I think, sometimes you only feel closer to certain people only in a certain setting.
You may not want to let go, but too bad, life might already have been written out like a script, & you're just a stupid actor, having no say in what your role is.
(See what I mean, 2nd perspective, AGAIN.)
