Sunday, September 19, 2010
Chapter 94:
at 22:44
Once again, spent hours on the ocip video. (Or rather ppt.)
But aye, it's finally done.
Zzzz, it's prelims, I know, I know.
:/
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I just want to say I do appreciate when people make the effort to re-engage me.
Take for example B.
(No, not Brian!)
I didn't exactly totally lost touch with B, just little chance to interact albeit being in the same school.
But B kept trying by approaching me.
Initially I didn't respond enthusiastically 'cause I felt wary.
(Yea I gotta stop being so cynical.)
Yeapps, but now I'm simply touched.
'cause of the effort.
& of course, in contrast to what certain other people can do.
:/
When somebody sms you to ask you for a favour, I find it normal.
But please don't ever end off with:
"Please don't see me as only approaching you for this favour k? I do care for you."
IT SUCKS K.
I mean, if you don't think so (even for 1%) why will this scary thought and suspicion that I will think this way get to you?!
Sigh, makes me a little hurt. (& exasperated & tons more of negativity.)
But okay, on the bright side it make me know how much it takes for B to be sincere.
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Aye, just thanks to sweet souls out there & stop getting affected by ): people!
:D
A little imperfections in your life won't make you die.
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Going for bro's army "graduation" this Friday!
Did I tell you: I'm quite proud of him!
He got this display bayonet from the army for good performance (based on many criteria, like peer assessment, etc.)
& it's 10 out of 100 who get it from each course!
Good job!
Heh heh.
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Note: Regarding the cynical part of me, I don't find it any wrong.
I'm usually not very nice/friendly to people I do not know.
I don't like to waste the energy to smile or be friendly to you.
Yes, I deem it a wastage.
'cause I don't prioritise you, nor are you a big part of my life (as of yet) so I don't play nice to you.
Thus my wariness.
But the downside is: Once I acknowledge you, it takes quite a lot to truly get you out of my system.
& sometimes, I don't like it as well.
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