Monday, September 20, 2010
Chapter 96:
at 19:49
I think I'm living without knowing what I truly want.
It's kinda exasperating at times.
I don't mean just about studies, it includes other aspects too.
& I'm not trying to make a general sweeping statement, or to make myself not look like the oddball: but I think many of us are like that too.
I was just pondering this situation about love triangles, or rather third party situations in love.
'cause I think there's this situation happening nearby me, not that it's confirmed or anything, neither am I judging the people involved, just using my imaginations & psycho-analysing things that might not even exist.
This question struck me hard: Should we stop such situations from happening if you know this third party will end up being her soul mate.
I mean, you never know for sure right!
& I'm sure there's relationship which people don't agree on, or acknowledge, but persevered & last!
*applause*
I'm just thinking, it's really unfair for the victim.
& to cut things short, the only conclusion I can arrived at, is that : The person who wavered about his/her feelings, just didn't know what he/she wants initially.
(Like, why did he/she went steady when the feelings can't last. Or if he/she regretted & think others are a better choice. I mean, I don't find ANY part of it justified. But again, unjustified doesn't mean I can't tolerate it. But I just CANNOT comprehend.)
Was just chatting with another friend, who mentioned "she's v eligible in many ways yea."
NO LEY ~ HORRORS. Eligible does not equate to AVAILABLE!!
(Heh, no offence to the person who said that! I don't know whether you're reading this! But it's like, there's this eligible chap but I shouldn't seduce him if he have a wife right? Not that i have the potential to la! But yes, I'm just making an analogy.)
But anyway, I don't mean to say such things should absolutely not happen.
Like, there's no definite yes or no in life if not why are there lawyers aye?
I just mean that under a certain set of conditions, being the other person did not do you any unjust, by allowing yourself to waver & break up or anything as undesirable, it's simply because in the moment you are not sure of what you want right?
& I think it's really one's fault to not know what you want & inflict pain on others, no?
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Yes, just thinking, just thinking.
& merely trying to soothe my incredulity & to allow myself to eliminate areas of grey in life by reaffirming some of my principles in life. Newer Posts
