Friday, December 3, 2010
Chapter 166:
at 11:02
Some stuff might actually be the most important things in your life.
But really, it's simply self-discipline to move on.
Move on when it just keeps bringing you pain.
No one will understand.
Nor will they try.
So it's just up to you.
Yourself.
Understand?!
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Yesterday was the last time I am required to wear my full uniform, & not so coincidentally, the end of the A levels.
& coincidentally, someone's birthday.
Interaction (or rather, LACK OF) with that said person brought back some stinging memories.
& I decided that I shall rise above it (or attempt to) and just brush all these stupid thoughts away.
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Went on a marathon yesterday.
- School for Bio P1
- 313 @ Somerset w Xuan & Fly to shop for their prom stuffs & TALK
- Causeway w Lulu to eat at Breeks & watch Rapunzel
- Back to town to meet ZhengWei, merely to see his retarded face
- Off to Buddy Hoagies at Bukit Timah for Canoe dinner
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But yesterday wasn't a very happy day for me.
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Bus ride home w the usual 67 partner...seemed different.
& I feel a little saddened.
It doesn't matter that I attempted to lengthen the bus journey by taking the bus back to CCK, and not merely alighted at my stop.
The feelings are just different.
No longer as equal, no longer as accepting, no longer as supportive.
Did I change, or you?
Or both?
I mentioned that change is inevitable.
I still do mean it.
But perhaps, upon further thought given to it, it's merely because change happens to both of us without each other around.
& it's merely known as - divergence.
Merely that.
So tohjiale, just rationalise that & suck it up.
R, I miss you.
More importantly, I miss us.
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