Thursday, September 30, 2010
Chapter 103:
at 22:40
Spent the day youtube-ing & studying w Pat & Lu @ BPP mos.
& our pretty pat with short(er) hair, whines and says she wanna eat ice cream.
So finally, with them pressurising me to not do work & go eat (I'm so guai, heh), off we went.
That same idiot realised that we should eat dinner & not ice cream, after being seated.
GUESS WHAT.
We shamelessly walked out of the Swensens, with 3 of their staff staring at us, & one even thanking us.
& we went to Cafe Cartel.
This is a damn LOL moment in life.
PLAYING GAMES W LU. BYEBYE
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Chapter 102:
at 16:56
Reason number 9956 to love a panda:
Seeing pandas always lift my mood! (:
Monday, September 27, 2010
Chapter 101:
at 20:32
Grah, the internet connection on Saturday & Sunday sucks like shit & it made me so fed up x1ooooo!
I think Singtel got some problems, but today's fine, so great!
(:
Went to ZhengHuaCC to study for the day, w Lulu meeting me at 2 after her school.
When I was going home, saw this girl who totally look like Ting, just more lian-ish.
Guess I miss her too much.
LOL!
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& I really don't like people who does PDA - public display of affection.
I think my tolerance is pretty high, & I don't really mind if they're strangers.
BUT, WHEN YOU'RE STUDYING, & YOUR EX-CLASSMATES SITS 5 FEET AWAY FROM YOU, & HAVE HUGGING BREAKS EVERY NOW & THEN (say, every 1 hour), IT'S INDEED DISTURBING.
What more, a couple you don't exactly wish to see, with/without PDA.
Grah.
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Back to studying!
(:
Today is a SWEETS FOR MY SWEET day.
(cinnamon meltz & mcflurry for the former, & lulu for the latter!)
& it makes me a happy girl.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Chapter 100:
at 21:44
Prelims' finally over!
Hahaha, don't really feel much.
Went out w Jia, Xuan & Fly.
Had a hard time deciding where, & while everyone headed to town, we remained in Beauty World area.
Finally found some place to rest our feet at the super early hour of 930 am - Old Town White Coffee.
It's super pricey for my likes, I mean not like 10+ ex, but I think not worth the money ley!
Yeapps, still CoffeeBean for frappes (don't like Starbucks) & YaKun/Killiney's for traditional.
(Did I tell you, my coffee addiction got worse. It evolved into semi-reliance. Boo.)
After nua-ing for 1 hour, went to Buddy Hoagies & eat & nua.
Basically we lived the life of a pig for the next following hours.
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Rushed home to attend Bro's Passing-out Parade from Specialist Course.
Look exceptionally dashing today, hahaah!
Anyway, one pic to do the story, more on Sat or Sun.
The internet connection is killing me.
):
Here you go:
Byebyebye. I shall go catch up on my sleep!
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Chapter 99:
at 21:12
TADA! I GOING TO SURPASS 2 DIGITS-NAMED CHAPTERS OF MY LIFE.
*applause* x 1oooooo
Okay, let's leave the picture to do the talking! (:
(Truth to be told, just tired after editing the pic, & my eyes are very dry!)
TINGYAN♥:
Okay random updates while it's loading:
- PizzaHut for dinner w Z, Ting & Lu yesterday
- No candles though! & the moon is the smallest in 18 years!
- Finally studied with G today! at ZhengHua CC after Bio P1.
OKAY THAT'S IT.
BYE!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Chapter 98:
at 13:13
Singtel is too successful w the "I know that we can all be friends..."
I don't mind huge-ass gathering where everyone know everyone.
But it's not a pleasant surprise when you suddenly realise, you're going to see 10 people when initially it's only 1.
Let me rephrase: I don't like it when meetings don't fulfill their purpose, i.e, when you planned a date for 2, it suddenly turns in 10. It's just plain ridiculous.
'cause the atmosphere + plans is different since the situation is different right?
Of course, I understand plans do change.
Yet, when you're not kept in the loop, surprises are just not that pleasant anymore.
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Dinner + Candle-playing w everyone at night.
Photos next time when I feel like it.
(:
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Chapter 97:
at 01:10
To self:
No, you do not participate in frivolous games.
& you're not disappointed 'cause it doesn't matter.
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I wonder when I blog so vaguely, next year, at the exact moment, do I even know what I was even blogging about anymore?
Monday, September 20, 2010
Chapter 96:
at 19:49
I think I'm living without knowing what I truly want.
It's kinda exasperating at times.
I don't mean just about studies, it includes other aspects too.
& I'm not trying to make a general sweeping statement, or to make myself not look like the oddball: but I think many of us are like that too.
I was just pondering this situation about love triangles, or rather third party situations in love.
'cause I think there's this situation happening nearby me, not that it's confirmed or anything, neither am I judging the people involved, just using my imaginations & psycho-analysing things that might not even exist.
This question struck me hard: Should we stop such situations from happening if you know this third party will end up being her soul mate.
I mean, you never know for sure right!
& I'm sure there's relationship which people don't agree on, or acknowledge, but persevered & last!
*applause*
I'm just thinking, it's really unfair for the victim.
& to cut things short, the only conclusion I can arrived at, is that : The person who wavered about his/her feelings, just didn't know what he/she wants initially.
(Like, why did he/she went steady when the feelings can't last. Or if he/she regretted & think others are a better choice. I mean, I don't find ANY part of it justified. But again, unjustified doesn't mean I can't tolerate it. But I just CANNOT comprehend.)
Was just chatting with another friend, who mentioned "she's v eligible in many ways yea."
NO LEY ~ HORRORS. Eligible does not equate to AVAILABLE!!
(Heh, no offence to the person who said that! I don't know whether you're reading this! But it's like, there's this eligible chap but I shouldn't seduce him if he have a wife right? Not that i have the potential to la! But yes, I'm just making an analogy.)
But anyway, I don't mean to say such things should absolutely not happen.
Like, there's no definite yes or no in life if not why are there lawyers aye?
I just mean that under a certain set of conditions, being the other person did not do you any unjust, by allowing yourself to waver & break up or anything as undesirable, it's simply because in the moment you are not sure of what you want right?
& I think it's really one's fault to not know what you want & inflict pain on others, no?
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Yes, just thinking, just thinking.
& merely trying to soothe my incredulity & to allow myself to eliminate areas of grey in life by reaffirming some of my principles in life.
Chapter 95:
at 19:22
THIS IS THE ULTIMATE LOVE!
♥♥♥
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Chapter 94:
at 22:44
Once again, spent hours on the ocip video. (Or rather ppt.)
But aye, it's finally done.
Zzzz, it's prelims, I know, I know.
:/
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I just want to say I do appreciate when people make the effort to re-engage me.
Take for example B.
(No, not Brian!)
I didn't exactly totally lost touch with B, just little chance to interact albeit being in the same school.
But B kept trying by approaching me.
Initially I didn't respond enthusiastically 'cause I felt wary.
(Yea I gotta stop being so cynical.)
Yeapps, but now I'm simply touched.
'cause of the effort.
& of course, in contrast to what certain other people can do.
:/
When somebody sms you to ask you for a favour, I find it normal.
But please don't ever end off with:
"Please don't see me as only approaching you for this favour k? I do care for you."
IT SUCKS K.
I mean, if you don't think so (even for 1%) why will this scary thought and suspicion that I will think this way get to you?!
Sigh, makes me a little hurt. (& exasperated & tons more of negativity.)
But okay, on the bright side it make me know how much it takes for B to be sincere.
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Aye, just thanks to sweet souls out there & stop getting affected by ): people!
:D
A little imperfections in your life won't make you die.
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Going for bro's army "graduation" this Friday!
Did I tell you: I'm quite proud of him!
He got this display bayonet from the army for good performance (based on many criteria, like peer assessment, etc.)
& it's 10 out of 100 who get it from each course!
Good job!
Heh heh.
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Note: Regarding the cynical part of me, I don't find it any wrong.
I'm usually not very nice/friendly to people I do not know.
I don't like to waste the energy to smile or be friendly to you.
Yes, I deem it a wastage.
'cause I don't prioritise you, nor are you a big part of my life (as of yet) so I don't play nice to you.
Thus my wariness.
But the downside is: Once I acknowledge you, it takes quite a lot to truly get you out of my system.
& sometimes, I don't like it as well.
But, that's me for you!
Chapter 93:
at 15:41
Simply put, it's just damage control.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Chapter 92:
at 22:07
Back from studying with nguanhan, brian & keith(whom I didn't now was come, but still welcome!)!
I actually planned to save $$ this week, but aiya, one day out studying & I feel the pain.
):
I NEED A MONEY PIT.
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Went running (spontaneously & finally).
I'm bushed.
Damn.
Not like I ran for 30 mins ley.
More like half of it, and I'm darn tired.
Sheesh.
Actively doing calf stretching while typing.
HAHAHA.
I feel like puking.
Ate dinner at 830 w nh & b.
Walked home & immediately went running.
SIAO.
& no, I don't feel healthier after running.
The air today is super bad.
):
What with the candles burning (but okay, kids are cute.)
& STUPID SMOKERS.
I HATE YOU.
Heh, why so angsty?
But, I really don't like the act k!
):
Zzzzz, keep visualising my lungs which is supposed to become more strong turns black.
DAMN.
.
AIYA.
Enough, back to stretching!
bye!
Friday, September 17, 2010
Chapter 91:
at 15:10
Phew, finally it's Friday & halfway through Prelims.
I don't like the inadequacy I keep feeling through this week.
I need to start studying.
PIANG EH, I AM NOT GOING TO FAIL A LEVELS LO.
SIAO.
& it sucks to know how everyone ASSUME you're gonna do well when you know that going at this rate YOU ARE NOT.
Damn.
.
Anyway went to Westmall to chill with Jia, Xuan & Fly today to have KFC (since OYJ wants it so much) and nail polish shopping.
LOL.
It's really inexplicable how 4 extremely different individuals came together and end up this close.
Maybe 'cause we were 2 pairs at first, and we actually didn't prioritise each other at first so we didn't try so hard.
(Like how they say pre-arranged marriage couples tend to feel more satisfied than willingly married couples)
& that we're in a PW group!
But yea, it's cool how we do not quarrel (and have no inclination to at all.)
I really think we should heed my suggestion to arrange a date to quarrel.
Hahahahhaa, we still need to propose about what, who's whose ally, etc.
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I feel like ranting about the little things that are happening in my life.
Like how happy I was about our little conversations just now.
The disgusting comments we made about xuan's squeezed out mayo+tomato goo, how a make-up virgin fly is, & how giggly jia always is.
& sms-es Rachel & I shared.
& how tomorrow I'm going to study with nh & Brian.
AIYA just that I'm rather contented with life now, though it's boring as hell.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Chapter 90:
at 23:09
GUGUGUGUGUGUGUG.
GAGAGAGAGAGGAAGA.
BOOBOOOBOOO.
Okay, just wanted to make some noise.
Damn, the week seem pretty long.
Not even halfway through Prelims.
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