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Sunday, December 26, 2010
Chapter 192:
at 18:02

I feel like I'm letting this blog slowly rot away & I feel immense guilt to self & to blog (though I'm aware it's a non-living thing).

Anyway, was recently contemplating what's life all about.

To me, I think it's just to better self.

But recently, I've been meeting walls, or rather crashing into, in some aspects.
& I feel stifled, while being rather hopeless to the point of being neutral already.

You know, the exasperation at how things can't be restarted while being aware that all these are in fact consequence of your past actions.

Sigh & I don't really have an outlet to elaborate in details, but just to tell y'all there's in fact a part of me in a mess.

& new year's coming.

I should get to work on my organiser + new year resolutions.

♥.

Hope y'all had a nice christmas.
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