Sunday, June 20, 2010
Chapter 27:
at 21:44
Well, tomorrow's Babe's Birthday, so I planned to buy a cake and go to her void deck to surprise her aye?
The plan was supposed to go by telling her I'm ultimately depressed by some issues in life.
Checked, done.
She replied that...SHE'S IN M'SIA.
Damn.
That's not supposed to happened.
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Oh well, I shall study then.
>:(
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& I think we always don't mean what we say.
It's like, towards certain issues, we'll never have a firm stand.
& life sucks in being that there's always those few that can persuade you and sway your stand better than others, maybe even yourself.
But again, it boils down to your own priorities in life.
It's actually your choice who affects you deeply.
RIGHT?
(The mind says yes, the heart guiltily shakes the head.)
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& at times, you get disappointed with certain individuals.
But the moment he/she just turn around and whisper an apology, it's all over.
Stupid, am I?
But it's this faith that gets me through life.
It makes you a little more stupid, a little more dumb so that you are less critical and judgmental.
It makes life a little less cynical and a little more perfect.
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And I'm biased.
I'm already making plans for a day in future, when I don't even know whether it will come true.
Just like with fairy tales, you plan for it, but you don't even know whether it will come true.
But as I re-emphasised, I'm stupid at times.
& unfortunately, it's happily being stupid.
Someday, I'll look back and exclaimed, "What a joke!"
But I'll only have myself to blame. Newer Posts
