Friday, October 29, 2010
Chapter 120:
at 00:03
At Pat's house to sleepover now ~
Think I'm more disciplined here than at home, 'cause I won't use the Internet!
(Because Pat'll be the one who use, hahahahahah!~)
I realise, I do appreciate Biology.
But guess what?
Theres only freaking 11 days left, FML.
& I have to finish the entire syllabus.
Yes, ben xiao jie is so pathetic as to NOT having finish syllabus YET.
This is the ultimate nonsense.
I can't take myself too.
You know, WHY WAS I SO LAZY?!
Sigh, if any J1s out there is reading this, you better wake up.
I'm serious.
I epitomise complacency!
So what if my foundations is good from O levels?
So what if I managed to get 6 points (heng heng get 6A1s can also get 6 point!!)
& so what if I only started studying in July 2008 to get almost stellar results.
That's the past.
It's so embarrassing to get into a prestigious school and fall horribly from the altar.
Due to what? LAZINESS, & COMPLACENCY.
& procrastination.
It's not worth it.
How many times have I told myself not to let myself down?
Streaming, O LEVELS, PROMOS.
I should kill myself.
It actually didn't help when I always manage to reach my goal despite last minute work.
Triple science in sec 2, 6 pointer, successfully get promoted.
I sucked man.
Seriously.
DEAR HIGHER POWER.
I KNOW I AM AN IDIOT (but thanks for blessing me with an average intelligence, much appreciated).
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET MY PERFORM MIRACLES AGAIN.
PLEASE.
SIGH.
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