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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Chapter 7:
at 00:24

Frankly speaking, to say I'm not disappointed is a lie.
Or, to simply put it, to say I'm disappointed is indeed an understatement.
& there's nothing I can do about the situation.

I don't even know what to make out of it 'cause I can't even comprehend the rationale.
How?

I'm currently full of doubts & I don't even know why I try so hard for.

Just what am I lacking?
& I don't what to stoop so low to make ludicrous comparisons.

Trying so hard to make some progress.
& trying so hard to gain approval and acknowledgement.
Is it worth it?

I had felt that last week was my fault.
What about now?

Sigh.

I really do not like to feel so negative.
But, I can't really control it.

How can one not feel when she cares about the matter?

I really want to know why, but maybe I don't 'cause it might proved to be adouble blow.
What am I supposed to do?
Or am I not doing enough?

I need to keep my spirits up.

But what if I can't?
This hurts.

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