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6. Lester's Beef Burger, with the patty more like a lump of mince meat
7. Double Choc w Espresso.
(I ordered but ended up with TingYan eating 'cause I didn't like it!)
8. Oreo-Banana Muffin which I ended up eating 'cause she hates banana
(Don't ask me why she ordered in the first place)
9. Lester's Raspberry Cheesecake!
(OF COURSE CHEESECAKE WILL BE THE BEST. HAHAHAHHA, yes I'm a cheesecake fanatic!)

& this reminds me of something, though TingYan keep grumbling about a lot of things (their relationship, etc.), and made Lester a little exasperated, he was still very very sweet to her.
He knows that she loves cheesecake (YAY, GOODFRIENDS W SAME TASTE) & she mentioned that the raspberry jam is too sweet, Lester (who don't exactly likes sweet stuff) just kept eating up the jam, then finally offered it to Ting.
AWWWW!
& that dense girl didn't realise until I mentioned, and proceeded on to disbelieving me.
o.o

HAHAHAHAHA, watching couples in love is quite a heart-warming thing!
(:

.

& I remembered when I was in sec 3/4 I told WeiLun that as long as guy confesses with a self-baked cheesecake I will agree in a second, make that a milisec!
HAHAHAHAHHAA, this is hilarious!
(:

.

HEH HEH, Look!
I'm slightly >170cm today!
(It's been quite long since I last wore heels, and seriously, I think I'm too tall after wearing :/)

.

Then we decided to meet Z!
When he saw me he was kinda pissed 'cause I wore heels, and is MUCH more taller than him than usual. LOL.
Went to his house to mahjong.

GLIMPSES OF US!
HEH! That's the tee I was supposed to give to him! But, aiya, for my own comfort I koped to wear first, same size ma~ :D My sincerity is 100% though! Ooooops! That's a cute tee that I really like when I saw in SiChuan though! (:

LOOK, he's one of the guys I taught tuition to! (When I was in sec3-J1) HE HAS GROWN SO TALLLLLL~





She went" Tsk, and I thought today I was very tall already! ):" Hahaha!


& thus ends the day!

.

Hahhaa, while with the couple, Ting & I were talking about a lot of issues.

• Relationship Problems:

I think in every relationship, there's bound to be unhappiness and disagreements.
I wonder, whether I am able to think light of the situation and be objective because I'm actually not involved, and thus distant from those problems.
Highly possible, because nothing is personal nor sensitive.

But I really think they're sweet on each other, so let's hope they'll last.
(:

I do admit that there was this period I was (more) cynical about relationships on the whole, but somehow, I think Ting has grown, either from her Poly life, or her first relationship.
But I'm happy for her.
I still remember the days whereby I was more protective of her than of my other friends 'cause she just a little more naive, innocent, etc.
But I guess now she knows so much more than me!
(:

& I don't want the day whereby she'll break down to come.
I'll rather her not know any dramatic heartbreaks.

BUT, I don't like that she's pushing me to go get a boyfriend.
Reason: It'll be more fun for us to hang-out next time. i.e DOUBLEDATE or at least me not being the lightbulb. (SEE, I told you it was Lester and not me, but somehow it became me, HAHAHHAAH)
~!@#$%^&*()~!@#$%^&*() x 1000000000 ~
HAHAHAHA ~

She's basically just crazy, 'cause boyfriends don't drop from the sky.
& I rather a good and meaningful one, then just a mere temporary measure.

• Abortion:

AH, somehow we ended up on this topic I also don't know why.
I guess it went with BGR>PMS>abortion.
LOL.

But anyway, I am scared of abortions.
It not right, nor wrong.
I mean, for one to simply say abortion is the absolute way is kuku and pea-brained.
It's just a frightening scenario.

I still remember the sexuality talk this year, with the Tiny Tim story:
YOU REALLY HAVE TO READ THIS!
It's simply about how an abortion went wrong, and a foetus survived, only to be fated to die in the next few minutes.
& how, nurses have to accompany them while undergoing emotional turmoil, when it's really not their fault/responsibility.
And a wonderful coincidence, and a mom's trauma.

The story really reached me and left its imprints.

I swear I'll never land myself in any situation due to a moment of folly to have to have to make such a choice, and to decide whether abortion is ideal or not.
I will not!
(:

• Death:

She told me she's scared of it.
Of course, who wouldn't.
But I did tell her how I fear for it to occur on people I love than on myself, while she's basically fearful of dying.

Then, she mentioned that one of her older friend said that a reason to have 2 or more child is in case the only child will die and you are left childless.

WTH.

THIS IS SO NOT A REASON.

I mean, does this justify my existence properly?
Like, it's being told that that me, as the 4th child, is born so as to prevent my parents from being childless, ya know, a preventive measure against the deaths of my elder siblings. (CHOY!)

It sounds silly to me!
Though TingYan thinks it logical, I DECLARE IT NOT.
I don't care.

& I don't think that any death of a child can be minimise or the effect lessened by the existence of others. (Substitutes or not.)
It's just wrong to think this way.

Death of a child is death of a child.
It can never be justified or prevented.
>:(
Really against that notion of having 2 or more children to prevent yourself from being childless when you grow old.

.

Feel super-ly tired & dazed today.
:/
Slept at only 3/4 am, and woke up at 630 to go to fishfarm to do accounts, and rushed to meet Ting, etc.

NEED TO CATCH UP ON SLEEP TODAY.

.

Was talking w Ting & Z:

If I really intent to have a perfect one, does the starting count?
For me it does, and I don't want to take the first step.
But you guys insist that I'll regret.
Will I?

SIGH, and I don't know, everything seems impossible.

Let's just wait & see.

I don't wanna be the pro-active one.
& the answer maybe simply a no yea?

HEHE.
:D

But I always don't mean what I say.
Even if you failed the mentioned condition 1, you're still you.
& that's what that matters, eventually.
.

Hope I made Ting's day!
(:

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6. Lester's Beef Burger, with the patty more like a lump of mince meat
7. Double Choc w Espresso.
(I ordered but ended up with TingYan eating 'cause I didn't like it!)
8. Oreo-Banana Muffin which I ended up eating 'cause she hates banana
(Don't ask me why she ordered in the first place)
9. Lester's Raspberry Cheesecake!
(OF COURSE CHEESECAKE WILL BE THE BEST. HAHAHAHHA, yes I'm a cheesecake fanatic!)

& this reminds me of something, though TingYan keep grumbling about a lot of things (their relationship, etc.), and made Lester a little exasperated, he was still very very sweet to her.
He knows that she loves cheesecake (YAY, GOODFRIENDS W SAME TASTE) & she mentioned that the raspberry jam is too sweet, Lester (who don't exactly likes sweet stuff) just kept eating up the jam, then finally offered it to Ting.
AWWWW!
& that dense girl didn't realise until I mentioned, and proceeded on to disbelieving me.
o.o

HAHAHAHAHA, watching couples in love is quite a heart-warming thing!
(:

.

& I remembered when I was in sec 3/4 I told WeiLun that as long as guy confesses with a self-baked cheesecake I will agree in a second, make that a milisec!
HAHAHAHAHHAA, this is hilarious!
(:

.

HEH HEH, Look!
I'm slightly >170cm today!
(It's been quite long since I last wore heels, and seriously, I think I'm too tall after wearing :/)

.

Then we decided to meet Z!
When he saw me he was kinda pissed 'cause I wore heels, and is MUCH more taller than him than usual. LOL.
Went to his house to mahjong.

GLIMPSES OF US!
HEH! That's the tee I was supposed to give to him! But, aiya, for my own comfort I koped to wear first, same size ma~ :D My sincerity is 100% though! Ooooops! That's a cute tee that I really like when I saw in SiChuan though! (:

LOOK, he's one of the guys I taught tuition to! (When I was in sec3-J1) HE HAS GROWN SO TALLLLLL~





She went" Tsk, and I thought today I was very tall already! ):" Hahaha!


& thus ends the day!

.

Hahhaa, while with the couple, Ting & I were talking about a lot of issues.

• Relationship Problems:

I think in every relationship, there's bound to be unhappiness and disagreements.
I wonder, whether I am able to think light of the situation and be objective because I'm actually not involved, and thus distant from those problems.
Highly possible, because nothing is personal nor sensitive.

But I really think they're sweet on each other, so let's hope they'll last.
(:

I do admit that there was this period I was (more) cynical about relationships on the whole, but somehow, I think Ting has grown, either from her Poly life, or her first relationship.
But I'm happy for her.
I still remember the days whereby I was more protective of her than of my other friends 'cause she just a little more naive, innocent, etc.
But I guess now she knows so much more than me!
(:

& I don't want the day whereby she'll break down to come.
I'll rather her not know any dramatic heartbreaks.

BUT, I don't like that she's pushing me to go get a boyfriend.
Reason: It'll be more fun for us to hang-out next time. i.e DOUBLEDATE or at least me not being the lightbulb. (SEE, I told you it was Lester and not me, but somehow it became me, HAHAHHAAH)
~!@#$%^&*()~!@#$%^&*() x 1000000000 ~
HAHAHAHA ~

She's basically just crazy, 'cause boyfriends don't drop from the sky.
& I rather a good and meaningful one, then just a mere temporary measure.

• Abortion:

AH, somehow we ended up on this topic I also don't know why.
I guess it went with BGR>PMS>abortion.
LOL.

But anyway, I am scared of abortions.
It not right, nor wrong.
I mean, for one to simply say abortion is the absolute way is kuku and pea-brained.
It's just a frightening scenario.

I still remember the sexuality talk this year, with the Tiny Tim story:
YOU REALLY HAVE TO READ THIS!
It's simply about how an abortion went wrong, and a foetus survived, only to be fated to die in the next few minutes.
& how, nurses have to accompany them while undergoing emotional turmoil, when it's really not their fault/responsibility.
And a wonderful coincidence, and a mom's trauma.

The story really reached me and left its imprints.

I swear I'll never land myself in any situation due to a moment of folly to have to have to make such a choice, and to decide whether abortion is ideal or not.
I will not!
(:

• Death:

She told me she's scared of it.
Of course, who wouldn't.
But I did tell her how I fear for it to occur on people I love than on myself, while she's basically fearful of dying.

Then, she mentioned that one of her older friend said that a reason to have 2 or more child is in case the only child will die and you are left childless.

WTH.

THIS IS SO NOT A REASON.

I mean, does this justify my existence properly?
Like, it's being told that that me, as the 4th child, is born so as to prevent my parents from being childless, ya know, a preventive measure against the deaths of my elder siblings. (CHOY!)

It sounds silly to me!
Though TingYan thinks it logical, I DECLARE IT NOT.
I don't care.

& I don't think that any death of a child can be minimise or the effect lessened by the existence of others. (Substitutes or not.)
It's just wrong to think this way.

Death of a child is death of a child.
It can never be justified or prevented.
>:(
Really against that notion of having 2 or more children to prevent yourself from being childless when you grow old.

.

Feel super-ly tired & dazed today.
:/
Slept at only 3/4 am, and woke up at 630 to go to fishfarm to do accounts, and rushed to meet Ting, etc.

NEED TO CATCH UP ON SLEEP TODAY.

.

Was talking w Ting & Z:

If I really intent to have a perfect one, does the starting count?
For me it does, and I don't want to take the first step.
But you guys insist that I'll regret.
Will I?

SIGH, and I don't know, everything seems impossible.

Let's just wait & see.

I don't wanna be the pro-active one.
& the answer maybe simply a no yea?

HEHE.
:D

But I always don't mean what I say.
Even if you failed the mentioned condition 1, you're still you.
& that's what that matters, eventually.
.

Hope I made Ting's day!
(:

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