Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Chapter 127:
at 00:39
Frickkin' tired.
BAH.
Stress is getting to me.
& bye bye diet.
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I'm genuinely getting a little tired
& a little short of fuse recently.
Doesn't help that after 9pm, there's no warmth to be seen.
Perhaps it the demons of past back to haunt me.
When I was young I had excuses.
When I grew up I had habits.
When I became sensible, I had inertia.
& now at this moment, I have an urge.
To just up and go.
Because, it's pointless.
But not yet financially independent.
Okk, stop being emo-momo.
Sigh x 1oooo.
Sometimes I think I deserve it too.
But there's no restart nor refresh buttons.
I expended them.
Feel very helpless now.
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Regarding everything, not just studies.
How.
Who's there to save me.
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Again, I keep thinking of that incident that took place in WRL.
Do I need a faith?
.
I need miracles in life.
.
& the salty droplets just spillover & run down.
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