Saturday, July 30, 2011
Chapter 237:
at 03:27
I don't like feeling sad. I detest it. I dislike it totally when I break down & cry 'cause something sucky happened in life.
Which brings me to the point that I'm truly scared of heartbreaks.
Some people I met in camps said, "It's fine, you're young so it's okay to have fun."
But you know what? After all the fun it's just an ending which at best is acceptable, at worse makes being mere acquaintances uncomfortable. & really, is the heartbreak worth all the fun?
To me it isn't. Or perhaps, I haven't met someone I find worthwhile. & so that's it. I'm happy alone, happy single, happy with 24/7 all to myself.
That so wrong?
*& I'm still gonnna find someone that makes me happier than when I'm single, & give me the feeling that there's a chance that we'll make it last. 'cause if it's not forever we're working for, what are we going towards? Fun & heartbreak?
Nah, I can't understand this theory of speedy love.
Call me an idealist. But you know what? I don't want someone handsome, someone hot, someone rich or someone smart. Just someone I can be comfy and happy w, 'cause to me life's just about spending happy moments with people you love.
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