Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Chapter 199:
at 20:42
Hello, this lady above helped me a lot to settle in into Eden School!
She's my co-teacher/partner when handling the class.
Heehee, I feel blessed.
And because, I feel that things happened for a reason, and fate awes me.
How when she's about to leave, I joined & us being placed together.
I can't bear the thought of either of us leaving the adorable kids.
Sigh.
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Define rigidity.
It's having to close all doors, all zips constantly.
It's switching off all lights when you leave the room, even if there's still 6 others in the room.
It's having to take the same staircase everyday.
It's having the exact same book each time at every particular place.
It's peeing into the same urinal each time - even if it means pushing someone else away.
It's picking up litter that's not yours, and throwing it in the bin.
Such is the rigidity I see.
It's bewildering yet amazing at the same time.
He's the lowest functioning kid in the class, but I love him the most.
He's such a baby, in a 11 year old body, that I worry what will happen in a few years time, when it has just be a few weeks with him.
& I mean it when I ask, if they aren't given the discipline and control we have, why do they need to handle with the troublesome testosterone coursing through their blood?!?!?!
I feel so exasperated for them!
I am so glad to be given this opportunity to experience first-hand what autism is.
Life's a blast 'cause of this even though I feel so zonked out at the end of the day.
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Met up w NguanHan & Brian for lunch on Sat.
Dinner at Serangoon/Little India (DIMSUM!!) w Pat & her love - ChoonZhe.
NguanHan, Brian & Keith for dinner, or rather Astons for dinner, yesterday.
DINNER DATE W ZHENGWEI TMR FOR HIS BIRTHDAY CELE.
I miss talking to him so much.
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