Friday, June 11, 2010
Chapter 16:
at 20:10
Your mom is my hero.Sometimes, when moments are trying, it's often the make or break moments.
To be able to survive an ordeal, and to walk out of it together, really deserve my admiration.
You continue to find new ways to steal our hearts.
...say you shouldn't be alive. But you are.
Dear Eliot, thank you for being around in the world, albeit only 99 days.
I believe that everyone is here on Earth for a purpose.
May yours be for us to cherish life and to be more aware.
I once read an article, and thus formed a theory:
The worst things happen to the strongest souls living, simply because they can make it.
It may be an illogical theory, but I do believe in it.
& to me, there's always balance.
For every good thing that happens, somewhere in the corner of the world, one negative issue will occur.
So, I humour myself when the going gets tough, by telling myself, I'm experiencing this, because I can survive it. I guess that's the way I get around life.
Yet, it's sometimes really hard to remain on top of the world.
The sun doesn't always shine, and thus the smile can't always be there.
Even when I pride myself on being optimistic, and to be able to bring joy to people, sadness still visits.
Sometimes, the mind just loses to the heart.
But let these moments be only a minute fraction of the life.
Time pass even as you frown, so let's smile.
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Since Sichuan, I've been thinking.
& today I decided that I'll embarked on a journey to rectify relationships.
I wonder, am I an escapist?
In Sichuan, emotions sneaked up on me and caught me unaware, and it's issues which should have been resolved.
I think I still haven't let go of many events.
For example, HCanoe.
I'm sorry, but's it's really a big chunk of my JC life, and in fact, my life.
I can't just end it on such an ambiguous note.
I don't want to leave knowing that not everyone is happy and fine.
Is there still time and chance to head back and say I'm sorry, but thank you for once leaving footsteps in my life?
Fate allows people to meet. But effort is the factor that essentially binds us together.
Before we pass judgments, let's all give it a try.
IN CONCLUSION: I AM GONNA TRY AND REACH PEOPLE I ONCE CONDEMNED. Newer Posts
