Sunday, July 18, 2010
Chapter 62:
at 19:43
& I'm taking steps back to being 100% independent 'cause it's much easier, & just plain pointless to not be.
& I love loving myself more.
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I had a very fulfilling day yesterday!
- Helped Dad early in the morning!
- School for OCIP noticeboard! (Alas, it's done)
- CIP - singing *shudders* at SingaporeGeneralHospital
- Dinner w Mom!
Well, it may not seem much, but I had quite a happy day (in comparison to the day before, & I just like my days to be packed & accomplished)
Though when I awoke in the morning I was darn exasperated cause rainwater has attacked the home, & my notes (with NON-waterproof ink!).
Please sense my despair!
Yeapps, so was not in a pretty mood so I hope that Dad doesn't misunderstood me as being unwilling to help.
The board!
& on the bus home, I did an act of kindness.
So yesterday was just a day in which I try to negate my bad karma accumulated.
And eating with your mommy may not seem to be too big an issue but it is to me.
(Moreover I deliberately phone her to ask her out for dinner!)
(:
Hence my day ended on a rather high note.
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It's true that I feel much lighter & happier after being kind.
Yet, it's also evident that sometimes I give excuses like I'm too busy to even try to be kinder & committed.
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Oh yes, I know I swore off books (as in novels) but, I saw My Sister's Keeper at home, & my itchy hands just picked it up.
Haven't finish, but it's already making me question a lot of stuff, & touched me.
Love such books. (:
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The rain is coming back so often & in large quantity that it no longer brings with it feelings of rejuvenation.
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The star I fell in ♥ with. (:
& the view from my house!
(I have a love for height that not many can understand; I like the vulnerability, but yet at the same time the beauty.) Newer Posts
