Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Chapter 204:
at 01:56
You told me, every time I did something sweet, that you're immensely touched.
You told me that she and I are in different league in your social circle.
You told me that I am more important than her.
You told me, you told me.
You told me, if she was not there/unwilling, you don't mind doing it with me.
You told me, you told me.
You told me, that I was the one who touched you deep, while she's only your superficial playmate.
That's what you told me.
Tell me then, what am I supposed to believe?
What I hear from you, or what I see?
It's not hurt, it's stabs.
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I think I'm having PMS & I am plain upset that I am upset.
Does that make sense to you?!
*breathe in, breathe out.
Note: PMS does not make me think illogically, it just amplifies all (negative) feelings by tenfolds.
Simply put, incidents which I usually pretend to sweep under the rug is baring its teeth at me at this moment.
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